The following day, a scandal involving Sakurako and Sensei made the headlines. Haah...? Lately, Sensei has been seeing me so often I can't help but smile.My sin is that...because of Sensei, I can no longer control my own desires.Right now, I've completely hit rock bottom... N-no, this is unacceptable, Sakurako.
Feelings like this are against our doctrine.I even find myself wishing that time would just stop right here.But, the more I think about it, the more anxious I get... Perhaps this is what people would call possessiveness? No, there's a touch of jealousy mixed in as well. Sensei is there for everyone, after all. N-no good! I must confess! I wonder if Sensei will be seeing someone else after this... I feel a strange tightness deep in my chest. Has Sensei become more important to me than my own faith?
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