A woman who met him too soon, and met him again too late.

She began to sense that her then "little brother" now had another woman by his side, clued in by the design of all the little things he's been using lately, which are far too vivid for a man's typical taste. She knew this because she probably would have done the same.

The depth of her emotions, ironically thickened by carrying this unspoken love, has turned into a weapon, propelling her to become the top idol.

A woman who has fallen for a younger lover much harder than she ever thought she would.

She knows he's been chasing after the shadow of another woman through her. But since that woman will never show up, she believes that eventually he'll come to look her way instead. Or so she used to believe.

She still clings to the memory, like a charm, of the time she joked "Shall we move in together after you graduate?", to which he replied "That would be nice".

She checks SUUMO for apartments three times a day. But she tells herself everyday that she has to stop doing this, so she never bookmarks it.