今年出了点事，大家懂的都懂，国内这个情况对一些画灰色地带东西的人来说实在不合适，对我也是一样，本来我就胆小，去年方舟夏活那次发生的事就让我润了好几次。更别提今年了，冰老师删p站号了，爱发电那边又被各种查...
赞助啥的钱啥的本来就不是我的首要目标，大伙在爱发电赞助的钱我也一直留着，除非有必要了我才会动一点，然后取而代之的就是心里的内疚...我画画从头到尾都是纯纯的兴趣，目的只有一个，大家开心。而且我最开始从零自学画画也是，主要还是自己玩罢了，从小我就被家里人看不起，现实里连个朋友都没，所以我基本上啥都学了点，不为别的，只为了以后至少有个地方让大家看得起我，我也能为大家做点什么。
反正国内这个情况不是短时间内能改变的，你要说润啥的，那也不现实....常在河边走总会有湿鞋的一天，我已经在河边了，那么要么把鞋脱了，要么离开，那我选择第一种，原图啥的全部公开了，我会在明椒那个作品发链接。
色图啥的我还是会画的，只不过以后估计更新速度会下降了，因为我得准备大四毕业找工作以及考研的事
就这样吧，以后我也是爱发电了。大伙自愿赞助就好，只要我给大伙带来了快乐，非常感谢大伙一直以来对我的支持❥
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nothing to say but.....yknow my country situatition isnt fit such content creator like nsfw stuff one,
so i have to leave any dangerous issue i might get involved in, im gonna release all my nsfw works
on that "Paprika" one with link. thats it...
ty for all the support

Something happened this year, everyone should understand what I mean, situation in the country right now is highly unsuitable for people who draw arts in that falls in the 'grey area', and that applies to me. I'm not a very courageous person, last year Arknight's summer event had me on the run several times. Now this year, Bing mentor's Pixiv account got deleted, Afdian also received all kinds of inspections...
The sponsor money and all that has never been my primary goal, everything I got from Afdian I've all saved up and used unless absolutely needed, after a while i began feeling a little guilty about it... after all drawing had always been just a hobby for me, keeping people happy had always been my goal. The process of my self-taught drawing from scratch is also the same, mostly a hobby for myself and nothing else, since my childhood people in my family always belittled me, now in real life I don't even have anyone to call a friend, so I learned a bit of everything without any motivations other than having a skill so I can be respected a little by everybody, so I can do a little something for everybody.
What's happening right now within the country isn't something that can change in the short terms, people are saying just leave, but that's not really realistic... If one often walks along the river banks there will come a day when your feet gets wet, I'm already on the river banks, either take my shoes off or walk further upshore, then I choose the former option, the original images and everything I'll post them all, I will add a link at that 'Paprika' artwork <tn>post #6401827</tn>.
I will still continue to draw erotics, but will probably slow down the rate of updates, because after all I got to find a job after graduating university and PhD related stuff, in the future I will just be on Afdian. Donate to me if you want to, as long as I kept everyone happy, thanks everyone for the support❥
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nothing to say but.....yknow my country situatition isnt fit such content creator like nsfw stuff one,
so i have to leave any dangerous issue i might get involved in, im gonna release all my nsfw works
on that "Paprika" one with link. thats it...
ty for all the support