I'd like to raise just a tiny point that comes with this painting.

There's just too much going on and I don't want to bore you with the details, but it's hard for me constantly feeling upset about all my treatment gets reset. I start to believe that things are improving and I start to want things and plan things - and hope for things to happen - but then it's like not yet. It freaks me out a little. Once get in that routine, it's really difficult to break.

Making art gives me that spark of life, that feeling of wanting to be better. When I'm unable to do art, I feel even worse. While it may not be today, I know I'll overcome this circle eventually. And your support (this applies to anyone who follows my art accounts) always helps me to be consistent. I'll try to resume my activity on patreon (as a "personal art blog") and twitter as well at this point. Looking forward to all the bad stuff being over and looking forward to sharing my future artwork with you.