But I do what I want

She's not joining in Lit: 'This person isn't getting on board' (like a train or bus), but given context likely referring to Texas's attempts to bring up the past and Lappland's dismissal.

If the Doctor knew my fighting style and assigned me to this mission,

then I have to live up to their expectations, don't I?

Whenever I say something reminiscent of the past, you change the subject

Is it because you just don't want to discuss the past?

Do you care about me?

No, she's the type to enjoy watching my reactions. I'm sure she's still...