I have something I need to get off my chest.

For the last couple of months I’ve been feeling very down, depressed and kind of… empty inside. I couldn’t quite understand what was wrong with me and it really sapped me of my energy. Nothing I did seemed to revitalize me as it should. I didn’t want to tell people because I thought it was something I could just get through on my own, but it eventually failed and a lot came crashing down on me.

When I was feeling the most miserable I met someone. She was like the light to my darkness and she helped me get through my terrible time. She is also the daughter to a local church pastor and I decided to start going to some services with her. At first it was mostly just to spend more time with her, but eventually I realized that I looked forward to the church services for something completely different than to meet her.

I found a new life there. Life like I had never experienced before. Everytime I went there and felt that soothing yet overpowering feeling, I felt like I pieced together the missing puzzle pieces in my life. I finally felt whole.

But there was a problem. I felt conflicted, due to what it is I do here on the internet. My “art”. It doesn’t feel right anymore. For me to waste this skill I have on smut and coarse imagery, when I can use it for a higher purpose. For His purpose.

I realize a lot of people will be upset with this and will most likely not like the change in what I do. But that’s to be expected. I just want to glorify Him and the new life He has given me after I have spent my whole life away from Him. He gave me a second chance.

I will start purging my old filthy art shortly so that I instead can fill this blog and other sites with the glory that He deserves! I hope you will all join me in this, the greatest transformation of my life ever!