Though she has a number of friends,

Though she can actively join the conversation,

What happened!?

I feel I don't have many true friends!

She says like that.

Their friendship seems shallow and unconvincing. So to speak, a veneer of friendship?

And they don't understand me at all.

A socially awkward, unique person like me would have to live a lonely life!

I'm jealous...She can choose two "herselves" according to time, circumstances and mood..."myself who have many friends" and "myself who don't."

Oh I'm near to tears.

As if she changes her clothes according to the weather.

Ahaha...