......For me, the thing I fear the most is losing this way of life

So, I want to prioritize

Reducing the chance that we might let go of each other's hands by accident

And to make it so Trainer-san doesn't feel like it's a bother to keep holding my hand

I have never once felt bothered by it

So you don't need to push yourself......

Then, let me put it another way

I think we will be able to enjoy ourselves even more going forward if we do things together

Is that still a no？