Things I Want To Say (slightly unsure)

There's something I want to say to you.

I may be just a failed experiment and an imitation.

...I couldn't be Alicia... and I couldn't live up to your expectations.

...If you ask me to disappear, then I'll go far away. But...

...before that, there's someone I'd like you to meet! Once that's done, I'll be able to leave with no regrets!

You're making no sense at all.

In the sense of "future spouse".