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็ฎ่ฆใใฎๆใ
ๆใชใฎใ ใใใใๅใฏใ่ฆ้ใใฆใใพใถใใ้ใใใ ใพใฐใใๆๆฅใ้ใๆณจใใงใใใใใใ่ฏใๅฏใ่ฏใๅฏใใใใๆๆฅใ ใ ่ตทใไธใใใใจใใใจใ่ธๅ ใซไฝใ้ใใๆใใใ ใใใจใไบบใฎ้ ญใฎ่ณๅคฉใ่ฆ็ใซๅใฃใใใใฎ่ณๅคฉใฏใใใใ๏ฝใใใใ๏ฝใใจใใซใใใซใใจ่จ่ชใ็บใใฆใใใใใใช็ช็ถใฎ่ณๅคฉใฎ่ฅฒๆฅใซๅใฏ่ตทใใใฐใใใฎๅคขใใคใคใฎๆ่ใซใๅทใๆฐดใ่ขซใใใใฆใใพใฃใใใฏใฆใใใใฏไธไฝใฉใใใไบใชใฎใ ใใใๆจๆฅใฎไบใๆใๅบใใฆใใใใใๅฏใใใซใใใใฏๅธ้ฝใกใใใ ใใใใใฃใจๅฏใผใใใไฝใใงๆฑใใคใใฆใใใฎใ ใจๆใใใใฎ็ถๆณใฉใใใใฐใใใฎใ ใใใ๏ผไฝใๅฏ็ใใใใจใจใฆใๅฐใฃใฆใใพใใๆใฏใ็็็ใซๆๆใชใฎใ ใใใจใฆใใๅคชใใใใๅฝใใใใใงใ็ตๅฑใๅใฏใๅธ้ฝใกใใใ่ตทใใใพใงใใใฃใจๅฐใใฃใฑใชใใงๅฏๅบใใๅบใใชใใฃใใ ๆซใใใฆๆ้ฃใใๅธ้ฝใกใใใจใจใฃใฆใใใใใใฎใไปๆใฏใใพใฌใปใปใปใๅธ้ฝใกใใใฏใ้กใ่ตคใใใฆใๆฐใพใใใใซใ้ฃฏใใคใคใใฆใใใๅใฏใใใใๅฅใซใจ็ญใใใใใใฆๆฒ้ปใๆฐใพใใใปใปใปใๅใฏไปๆๆนใๅฏใผใใชใใๅใใฆใใใใใใใใใจใใ่จ่(ไบบๅใ ใใใ๏ผ)ใซใคใใฆ่ใใใใจๆใฃใใใใใใใไปไบบใงใใๅใ่ธใฟ่พผใใชใใใใช่ฉฑ้กใ ใจ็ดๆใใใใใใใไธปใซใฏใจใฆใไธ่ฉฑใซใชใฃใฆใใใๆฌๅฝใซใๆฌๅฝใซ็คผใ่จใใใใใจๆฒ้ปใ็ ดใฃใฆๅธ้ฝใกใใใฏๅใฎ็ฎใ่ฆๆฎใๅฃใ้ใใใๅใฏๅฝใใๅใฎไบใใใใ ใใ ใใจ็ญใใใจใใใไธปใฏๅชใใใฎใ ใชใใงใใๆใไนพใใใใๅบใฆ่กใใใจใซใใใใใไธปใซ่ฟทๆใใใใใใพใใใใจๅธ้ฝใกใใใฏๆใใใๅพฎ็ฌใใ ใๅฐใใๅฏใใใๅซใใ ๅพฎ็ฌใฟๆนใ ใฃใใๅใฏๅธฐใๆใใใใฎใใจ่ใใฆใฟใใจๅธ้ฝใกใใใฏใ็้ใซใใใๅฏใใไฟฏใใใๆจๆฅใฎๆงๅญใงใชใใจใชใๅคใฃใฆใใไบใ ใๆจๆฅใใใใชใซ่ฝใก่พผใใงใ็ฌใใงๅฏใใชใใจ่จใฃใๅญใๅธฐใๅ ดใ็กใๅคใซๆพๆตชใใไบใชใฉใงใใใ ใใใ๏ผใๅใฏใๅธฐใๅ ดใใชใใชใใ่ฝใก็ใใพใงๆซใใใใซๅฑ ใชใใใจใใใจใใใปใปใปใใใใใ ใใปใปใปใใจๅธ้ฝใกใใใฏๆธใฃใใใใฉใใใจใใใใๆซใใใใซๅฑ ใฆใๅธฐใๅ ดใ่ฆใคใใใใใใฎๆใฏใใใซๅธฐใใจใใใใใจ่จใใจใๅฐใใๆฉใใ ้กใใใฆใใใปใปใปๆ้ฃใใใไธปใฎ่จ่ใซ็ใใใใฆใใใใใใจๅธ้ฝใกใใใฏ็ณใ่จณใชใใใซๅใฎๆๆกใซ้ ทใใฆใใใฃใตใใใฃใตใ
Waking up in the morning
Morning already? I crack open my eyelids, slowly waking up. A dazzling stream of sunlight is pouring in to the room. Ahh, I slept well. What nice sunshine. I thought about getting up, but felt something weighing on my chest. Raising my head, the top of someone else's head came into view. It was mumbling, "Taishi... Taishi...." Being abruptly invaded by this head while half-asleep was like a splash of cold water. I wondered just what was going on before remembering the events of the previous day and deducing that it must be Futo-chan. In her half-asleep state she must have looked for something to cling on to. I wondered what to do. It wouldn't be good for her to stay glued to me like this. I'm rather physically sensitive in the morning, and it looked like her thigh was about to make contact. In the end, I stayed in bed with Futo-chan, flustered, until she woke up. After some quick cooking, Futo-chan and I sat down to have breakfast. "I... apologize for this morning," she said awkwardly with a red face, picking at her food. "It's fine," I replied. And then silence. The atmosphere was heavy. I wanted to ask about that "Taishi" she was murmuring while half-asleep (maybe a person's name?) but stopped myself. I had a feeling it was a topic better left alone.
"You truly have been of great assistance to me," she interjected, breaking the silence. "I am truly, sincerely grateful to you," she added while gazing into my eyes. I told her I only did what was obvious. "You are indeed kind. But once my clothes dry, I must depart. I can not burden you any longer," she said with a gentle smile on her face. Her smile had a hint of loneliness to it. I asked her if she had a place to return to. She furrowed her brow and cast her glance to the ground. It was something I could infer from her state the previous day. Could a girl so depressed just the other day and unable to sleep alone really be wandering outside without a home to return to? "If you don't have anywhere to go, you can stay here a while until you get things in order," I offered. "Hmm... but..." she hesitated. "Just stay here for now. If you do find somewhere to return to, you're free to go," I reassured her. With a slightly worried expression, she said, "...Thank you. I accept your offer," and bowed her head apologetically... to be continued
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