夢の中では嘘がつけないよな、だとしたら、こんな夢はさいあくだ。
拒めなかった願いを、身体ごとぐちゃぐちゃに握り潰せる勇気が欲しかった

They say you cannot tell a lie during a dream. If that's the case, dreams like these are the worst.
I wanted the courage that comes with being capable of crushing an irresistible dream along with my body.