... I did it...

Just going with the flow... No, in a rush of emotions...

Just going with the flow... No, in a rush of emotions...

I felt neither disgusted nor sickened.

What I did feel was an odd sense of masochism and arousal.

That I was once a guy is an absolute fact.

That I was once a guy is an absolute fact.

But I see a male version of myself sitting before me.

I can feel that he's noticing me as a female, not as himself.

I can feel that he's noticing me as a female, not as himself.

I can also sense an excitement, an anticipation... of that thing...

Then... I should...