そんなにたまっていいのですが、桜のイラストが描けたので、そんな頃にあげておきます！
桜のイラストは全体的にもっと桜を描きすぎていたので、ザックリ減らしたものに落ち着いたのですが、
どちらにせよ俯瞰でも煽りでもないのに桜の枝ぶりが謎のたかさになってしまいました…(;´Д｀)
あと、デジタルあるあるな、描いた場所が見えなくなる悲しみを供養すべく、桜最小（背景のみ）のものをそっと置いておきます…
二人が躍っているイラストは、アニメよりのドレスと、映画よりのドレスの色をどちらも検討したのでそれも。セルファルはふわふわした感じに描きすぎる傾向があるので、少しアップにしてみたりもしたのですが…やっぱり白いな！！( ；∀；)
あとはまたお遊びのガッツパパ妄想ラクガキです。
以上！

＊＊以下自分日記なので、読まない方が無難です＊＊

ちょっと、私生活で色んな面にダメージを受けていて、こんな辛いの何年振りって感じで。
辛いことが起きた時にぐるぐる悩みすぎて、考えが「自分に非があった」「私が悪かった？」みたいになるときついですよね。
起こったことは仕方ないし、色んな要因があっての事態だし、原因や理由を考えて反省はしても、
自分を責めても何にもならないのに。
絵を描くことも本を読むことさえ手につかなくなるなんて、かなり参ってたし、どうしようもない思考にとらわれていたなーと思います。
今もまだ（4月いっぱいは色々…）きついですが、本を開けば思考は切り替わるし、絵を描けば集中して違うことに意識が向くわけで！
うまいこと気分転換をして、目の前のやれることを片付けつつ、とにかく引きずらず！
くよくよせず！できることを探して、やりたいことをみつけて、調子を戻していく！！
と自分に言い聞かせています。

I don't want to accumulate that much, but I finished drawing an illustration of cherry blossoms, so I'll give it to you when that time comes !
As for the cherry blossom illustration, I was drawing too many cherry blossoms overall, so I settled on a less rough version. In any case, even though it wasn't a bird's-eye view or a fan, the branches of the cherry blossoms had a mysterious height...(;´Д｀)
Also, to commemorate the sadness of not being able to see the place I drew, I will leave the smallest cherry blossom (background only) alone...
For the illustration of the two dancing, I considered both the color of the dress from the anime and the color of the dress from the movie, so that's also true. I tend to draw SerFarn too fluffy, so I tried zooming in a little, but...it's still white !! (；∀；)
The rest is just a fun Gutspapa delusional doodle.
That's all !

The following is my own diary, so it's probably best not to read it

My personal life has been damaged in many ways, and it feels like it's been years since I've had this much trouble.
It's hard when something bad happens and you worry so much that your thoughts become, `It was my fault'' or `Was it my fault?''
What happened can't be helped, it was caused by various factors, and even if I think about the causes and reasons and reflect on it, even if I blame myself, nothing will happen. I was so depressed that I couldn't even draw a picture or read a book, and I think I was stuck in thoughts that I couldn't do anything about.
It's still tough right now (there's a lot going on throughout April...), but when I open a book, my thoughts change, and when I draw, I can concentrate and focus on different things!
Try to change your mood, get things done in front of you, and don't drag yourself out!
Don't worry ! Find what you can do, find what you want to do, and get back on track!!
That's what I keep telling myself.