Brother...?Brother...?I'm sorry.Ivan-chan, I'm sorry...In irretrievable time, an endless cycle.In irretrievable time, an endless cycle.In irretrievable time, an endless cycle.Haa... haaah...Haa... haaah...Haaah...Haaah...Haah......another bad turn...All I have left of him is memories, but... I want my brother to be happy.What I felt couldn't change anything, but...I want you to smile.It was only one small thing that I lost, but...It was only one small thing that I lost, but..."It's your fault."We were trapped in the past, but... the world still moved on.I never wanted it. I never asked for it.I never wanted it. I never asked for it.It's okay to be selfish,if you don't want to accept, I won't say you should.please, don't refuse just for the sake of denying yourself!please, don't refuse just for the sake of denying yourself!but,I'm not even asking to be forgiven... so...why am I so scared of forgiveness?why am I so scared of forgiveness?I was crying and clinging so it hurt to look...If you should need me...If you should need me...He stroked my hair and smiled so sadly...Natalia.Natalia.He called my name - not as a country, but my own name. And he lied to me for the first and last time.Even though I would have been satisfied to rot away with you in my heart...Your words, like poison, made my heart ache; it was a cruel, kind, terrible thing.Your words, like poison, made my heart ache; it was a cruel, kind, terrible thing.I'm asking youwhat in the world you were doing here.what in the world you were doing here.You think that's what Nata-chan wants?!So how does it feel, knowing your dear big sister hates you?So how does it feel, knowing your dear big sister hates you?Damn... you've fallen quite a ways yourself, though.OCD... I thought he was over that.OCD... I thought he was over that.What do you want with me?What's wrong with you?What's wrong with you?You think you're some kind of tragic hero?Listen to me.Listen to me.Hiding in your room isn't going to fix any of the things you need to fix.Sis...You're making a mess...In the end, I just can't make it on my own.In the end, I just can't make it on my own.That girl is lost in dreams of the distant past.Natalia is still alive.Natalia is still alive.Wrapped in the melting ice of memory... the earth keeps turning.An observer?An observer?As countries, the flow of time means nothing to us...An ambiguous shape, with no border linesAn ambiguous shape, with no border linesDo you really think you'll never be able to say goodbye?But life is ambiguous and uncertain.But life is ambiguous and uncertain.For that reason, we countries have a duty to love and protect each other....her reason for existence is still in this world....her reason for existence is still in this world.Yes.It is a strange sort of existence we lead.It is a strange sort of existence we lead....I must goto welcome her back...to welcome her back...Now, even now, there is no rebirth for our immortal souls.Now, even now, there is no rebirth for our immortal souls.You look awful...Is something wrong...?Is something wrong...?No,Instead, the memories left by our waking dream are there,Instead, the memories left by our waking dream are there,Instead, the memories left by our waking dream are there,and she, under a chalk-white sky, is here. That is the answer.I just had a bit of a bad dream...I just had a bit of a bad dream...
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