Because of this cold I'm thinking about things I'd rather not think about, huh?

Is this what is meant by 'Even coughing, I am alone'? A haiku by Ozaki Housai

I guess I don't really have any friends at all~

Ah ha ha!

It's not like this is anything out of the ordinary for me, so why...

is it suddenly...

bothering me so much...

...huh?

Aya-san?