Eh...?

I've... never heard Apothecary-san... sound like this...

I suddenly started talking, as if I couldn't take the stillness of the forest. About my life living with the demon who picked me up. About how, in looking up to their chivalrous spirit, I participated in the demons' coup d'etat against the monarchy at the time. About how, for that purpose, I murdered all sorts of people. I told her everything...

I should've just told her, "Judging by your condition, we should start trying to find your hometown soon." But instead, I did something that would completely destroy the relationship we had up until now, as if I was pushing her away... Even I don't understand why I did it...