There is no need to feel bad, Amiya.

I understand.

I have always understood.

I believe that no matter what, Amiya will still be the one that I fell in love with.

But, she won't be my Amiya.

You still have burdens that only you could bear.

I am just afraid. Afraid that you would become more and more distant.

Until I can no longer catch up.

Still then, I desire that

I would be the one closest to Amiya.

And the only one who would stay with you until the very end.

Its selfish, right?