就役初日。
一人執務室に呼び出され、身体診察と称し服を脱ぐよう指示された。
こんなことが任務にかかわるのか。そう思いながらも従うと瞬時に悟った。
獣が獲物を狙うような視線。体中をすみずみまで嘗め回されているような感覚に吐き気を催した。
しかし一時の私情に流されるほど分別がないわけではない。ただ耐えるしかなかった。

こんなことをするために生まれ変わったわけじゃないのに...
これからいったいどうなるのだろう....

おしり

First day of active duty.
I was called into the Admiral's office alone and instructed to take off my clothes for a physical examination.
I wondered if this was somehow related to my missions. While still contemplating I began to comply, but then I instantly came to a realization.
I felt his gaze upon me like prey being stalked by a wild beast. It was as if his eyes were licking all over my body, every nook and cranny; it made me nauseous.
But for the time being I stowed my personal feelings away and simply endured it.

I wasn't born again to simply be subjected to this...
Just what will become of me....?

(Rear) End