In reality, all of it... Your little break...

Even the cigarette you smoke, in between your work trading spirit for money, is a commodity expended for the "emoi" of others.

Even some lunatic doctor shooting up in front of you is just "emoi", I bet.

But don't worry. It'll get better.

All the patients here have been getting better since the world ended. I'm sure you will too.

Ahem...