That's what I've been able to figure out.

I still have no idea what your reasons were for doing all this.

...It's okay.

This is plenty.

Remember that article? There was a phrase you used there...

"Kikyuu sonbon no toki," a time of crisis.

You used the kanji for "time" for the "toki" part, but actually, it's written with the kanji for "autumn."

Autumn, the missing season, was once considered the time of year that carried the most risks to people's livelihoods.

Of course, now it means nothing.

It's not even a typo.

It's strange, but it feels good to talk about this. Perhaps Mokou was right.

All this time, I've been hoping somebody would catch me.

Maybe I'm just weak.

I don't have the strength to keep what happened that day to myself.