真的不知道该说设么，就是感觉，只有画的时候能暂时放下，但是眼泪就是不停的流。真的，明明就是一个又苦又累还没钱的职业，则么就要这么告别呢。以画代蜡 ​​​​

Don't know what to say. I feel that only drawing can keep my mind off this, but I can't stop my tears. Seriously, it's an extremely demanding job with poor pay, why does it have to end like this? My drawing is my condolence.