I think it's a little different, but

When I was little, my dad also died of an illness

Though I don't remember much since I was a kid

Even now, once in a while I wonder what it'd be like if my dad could be here for me

So, that's not weird at all, Hashimoto-san

I...I see...

But, I've thought this is the last time I'd do this sort of thing...

Since I've realized it just makes me sad, after all

After all, I have to move on...

I have to study in order to take the bar exam in the future, but

After my sister's death, I couldn't concentrate on studying

It's time to give it my all