I bet you get treated like shit by those people who always rant on about the grace or order inherent in alchemy or whatever.

Most of those posers won't even bother to wrap their heads around how advanced or filled with potential your technique is.

Instead of being praised, you prolly got dismissed and denounced all the time, am I right?

I-I...

can only manage this much no matter how hard I try.

You're brilliant already, just by being able to do that. For someone other than me.