I'm not gonna go. I don't fit in there. She uses the masculine "ore" to refer to herself.

Get bullied?

No

Then why not go and just not worry about it?

Sure, if things weren't so hard...

... as for studying, I ain't any good at it.

So it's getting harder and harder to go...

I look bad to everyone...

When school is a prep-school, it's too hard to keep up...

That's just how I happen to feel...