Besides, with this infinite time I have... Fighting assassins every now and then isn't that bad.

It reminds me of my attachment to life and all my cravings. If anything, I'm thankful to them that I even remember those deep emotions.

So, then—

was it attractive enough to fight against Hell over, and in the end, was it worth doing?

That question

is one I probably can't answer anymore.

Well...!

The fighting itself is part of the fun, after all!

I no longer know if it was worth it.

That's like asking if my life itself has any value.