After I came back from hell's doorstep, I vowed to burn this life for their vengeance.

Still... maybe it's because of Hayase's return,

but it feels like my life for revenge has changed course a little... somehow.

What Kongou point out a year ago suddenly came back to haunt me.

I still do starve for Abyssal blood, but maybe that's not the whole of who I am.

On top of that, I'm not even sure if I deserve the same happiness as normal people.

I just... can't imagine myself living a "peaceful life" without war or danger. I don't feel like I'll ever get used to that.