This isn't a soap opera after all; there's no way some dramatic changes would happen overnight.

To begin with, neither I or the Commander is someone to bring personal matters into our work.

Just like what I said when I first confessed.

And when it comes to Commander, he was so obsessed with and driven mad by the war,

to the point that the madness itself has become part of who Commander is.

Commander, I and everyone else have already admitted it.

It's just that,

to those uninteresting days,