Was I that much of a bother to him...? I wonder if I did something that pissed him off...?

Does he hate me now...?

...Will I be thrown out soon...?

I've always believed that someday he'd return to being the kind and hardworking commander like he used to be... Why...

I want to be with him, that's why I continued living a life like this. I won't change even if that person changes!

...No, I'm wrong!

I'm the only one that can give him support now. I will accept the man he is now, and give him all the love in the world...

If commander isn't around anymore, then I will no longer know where I belong...