「お前は川で溺れ死んで、ルサルカになったのさ　生きてた時は歌うことが好きだったそうだけど、良かったじゃないか　とっても素敵な歌と踊りの力を手に入れられたんだよ　でもねぇその歌は・・・」　魔女にそう教えられ、スネグーラチカちゃんに出会うまで、私は独りぼっちでずっと泣いていました　寂しかったし怖かったし、大好きだった歌が人間の命を奪ってしまう呪いになるなんて・・・

クリスマスの時に描いてるルサルカが、ルサルカになりたてだった頃の絵

"You drowned in a river and became a rusalka. Looks like you loved to sing when you were still alive, so that's good. Now you have the power to perform the loveliest songs and dances. But you know, that song of yours..." the witch told to me, and before I met Snegurochka​-chan, I was always crying all alone. I was so lonely, and scared, and the songs I loved became curses that took people's lives...

The Rusalka I drew around Christmas time was of when she had just become a rusalka.