画完线稿版后为了练习之前学到的塑造细节的方法就又画了一版上色版，但说真的感觉并不如我所想的那样满意，最近画的东西也是越来越没手感了，或许我的确撞上了一堵墙。感觉想画的东西就像是游戏里天空盒中的背景一样永远无法到达，但转头一看现实中不是有许多能画出那种画面的人存在吗，才发现原来是我的实力还远远不够。这真的很令我烦恼，看到那些画得比我好的人我就烦躁，但没办法呀，人家干这一行比我当人的时间还长，有气也得咽下去。所以最近我在想要不要回归基本功，猛猛练素描什么的，但冷静下来一想，本质上还是被焦虑推动着做出的决定，并不是什么冷静的选择，在这种焦虑的心境下画什么都不会顺手的，而且我需要的是科学的训练方法和堆时长，这才画了多久啊就想这么远的事，又在自己吓自己了。总之最近没什么手感就发点存货水水热度，如果能收到大家的鼓励就更好了，由于这张画得确实不咋地我就不希望大家喜欢我的作品了，希望大家都能拥有好的审美吧，有什么感想可以评论区留言哦，主播每条都会看！
After finishing the line art, I made a coloured version to practice the detailing techniques I learned before, but honestly, I don't feel as satisfied as I thought I would. Lately, my drawings feel more and more awkward, maybe I've really hit a wall. The things I want to draw feel like backgrounds in a game skybox, forever out of reach, but then I look around and see plenty of people can actually create those scenes. That made me realise my skills are still far from enough. It's really frustrating; seeing people who draw better than me makes me restless, but there's nothing I can do, they've been in this profession longer than I've been alive, so I just have to swallow it. Recently I've been wondering if I should go back to basics, practising sketches intensely, but then I think, fundamentally, this is still an anxious-driven decision, not a cool-headed choice. In this anxious state, nothing I draw will come naturally, and what I need is a scientific training method and time investment. I've only been drawing for a short while and I'm already thinking that far ahead, scaring myself again. Anyway, since I haven't really got a good touch lately, I'm just posting some stock stuff to maintain engagement, and it would be even better to get some encouragement from you all. Since this piece isn't great, I don't expect everyone to like my work; I hope everyone can have good art taste. Feel free to leave thoughts in the comment section, I will read every single one!