I was...

I was really worried...

Were you more worried about me than Milady?

Hah, what the heck did I say...

Milady is special to me.

She is not only my benefactor, it is not exaggerating to say I owe her my living existence.

So milady is special after all... For someone like me...

However

Different from milady, Meiling is special to me in another way.